I kind of ditched xanga for myspace.... ooops : )

I still love you guys though!!!

he stopped calling me...

Where do i go from here?  we haven't even hung out yet - i wanted to date him... we could seriously talk for like an hour about crazy insane stuff that i don't even know where it came from.. it wasn't even weird and awkward and lame - we didn't run out of things to talk about.

But i guess he must have...

I don't know - it was WAY too good to be true ... he's awesome and adorable, and maybe i'm just not what he wants or needs.

I can deal with that ... i'll just keep saying that to myself.

I should be doing my English homework right now ... but I am SOOO sick of homework over the summer!!! Give me a freaking break here!! What is THIS.. I didn't know I would have NOOO life for the last week of summer because I procrastinated.. i really didn't realize how MUCH work we really were assigned.

But you know what's even worse - the work load will be like ten times as much during the year right?!!?

Uh oh...

Aren't my friends fucking amazing?!?!

That seriously blows my mind.

UNFUCKINGBELIEVABLE - that's what you are...

Afterthought: (which isn't meant to take away from the stinging hate of the original thought) He got kicked out of Mater Dei and has to go to Villa Park.. yep that just topped my week off as the most RETARDEDLY lame week of my life.

Just thought I should share that.

Soooo -

I told him I liked him....

He didn't say anything back for about five days...

And then he did....

And now I'm PRETTY sure he does not like me...

So now I feel dumb -

And that's about IT.

Oh, and by the way - how's your summer been??? :)

P.S. I really really really REALLY like ice cream... like A LOT..

P.P.S. in response to Helene's comment - i wish that the "we were RIDICULOUSLY drunk" story would help,but I don't think it would..oh well